{"product_id":"intensified-chaos-paperback","title":"Intensified Chaos - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eAbryel Gold\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSome people hit rock bottom and bounce. I hit it, shattered into a thousand regrettable pieces, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eand had to scrape my way out with nothing but raw desperation, stubbornness, and a sense of \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehumor dark enough to make a funeral director blush.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e But let's be clear, this isn't just a story about drinking. Alcohol was just one battle in a much \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003elonger, much bloodier war. Before I ever picked up a bottle, I was already drowning in my own \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ebad decisions.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut here's the twist, rock bottom wasn't the end. It was the beginning. Sobriety wasn't just \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eabout quitting drinking; it was about sifting through the wreckage of my past, confronting the \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003edamage I caused (and the damage done to me), and figuring out how to live without the crutch \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eof a bottle or the illusion of love that was never really there. It was messy. It was brutal. And, for \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethe first time in my life, I fought for myself instead of against myself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith the same grit, gallows humor, and unfiltered honesty that got me through my worst nights, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIntensified Chaos, a memoir, doesn't just recount my past-it wrestles with it, bleeds with it, and, against all odds, finds a way to heal. \u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 204\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.47 x 8 x 5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e September 16, 2025\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"Books by splitShops","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51885229539616,"sku":"9798218784034","price":18.34,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0974\/9764\/5344\/files\/Qp004DHbQr9798218784034.webp?v=1781891104","url":"https:\/\/ebocreations.com\/products\/intensified-chaos-paperback","provider":"The E-Book Oasis LLC","version":"1.0","type":"link"}