by Tasha Van Howe (Author)

What did I do wrong? Does God hate me? High school sweethearts, Tasha and Jeff, always dreamed of having a family. Instead, they find themselves mourning the loss of their only child, then riding a roller coaster of failed attempts at IVF and a scandalous adoption that ended in heartbreak, leaving Tasha beginning to doubt the value of her life. Through their losses and love, Tasha and Jeff begin to piece together a new and imperfect life, learning that

sometimes it's the imperfect that brings them closer together.

A story about loss and depression, infertility, and the struggle to start a family. Through unpredictable times, a love story unfolds from high school sweethearts through marriage.